(((((CSC))))) i was so saddened when i read your post about your cousin's son.  so young, so much to live for if he had not been tortured in the mind. i lost me best girlfriend when she and i were 45. i could not even sit through the entire service. the pain and grief was overwhelming me. i won't say how she did it but it was soooo deliberate and she wanted to makes sure that last attempt was abssolutely successful.
it makes me feel grateful that i was able to get good pschiatric and psychologival treatment. today i know life is worth living. but so many ppl with some mental condition cannot find their way to the light. not their fault.
my condolences to you, dear person.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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