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Old Feb 12, 2009, 04:56 PM
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Originally Posted by multipixie9 View Post
hate my life. Stinky rotten life. We hurts a lot and god don't help us none. Rage, it just races arown insides of me. I can't stop it and dont know wat to do wif it all. I hate feeling this way and i hate hate hate god. We dont sposed to hate god cos hes god. But i do hate god so i fink im in trouble with god and he wont like me or be nis to me until we say "sorry". Not sorry too mad to say sorry i hate everyfing. Grrrrrr. I hate the bad peepl. I hate me. I hate pil. I hate god. I dont hate the peepls here. I hate my body, my stupid stupid body and i hate my parents for giving me genes that make bad teeth. Grrrrrr. My dad has had one cavity in his entire life. Sposedly i had 9 wen i was six and that how rotten satanist perver dentis gots his hands on me and hurted me so big and bad and foreverish. I hate that damn dentis sooo much. He soo hurts me. Scared us so bad and we cant never seem to stop feeling afraid.

Why is it my life gots to feel so bad so often????????????????

We dont want to hate god. Is yukky inside to hate god.

We dont know how to stop being bitter an angry at god and how to get rid of all the horrible stuff inside of my minds.

Is driving me totally crazzzzy wif bad feelings and thots. Can somebody help me???

We afraid nobody can help us or will help us that they will jus preech at us and make us hurt more and feel stupider and badder than we alreddy do. Want to s.i. But cant do that no more, just not ok.

Nuffin lef but pain an we so hurt an not know wat to do

lesle's cynic - pleez be careful how u anser here ok?
hello...i c ur having a hard time. I hear ya with dentists i have to get a root canal and am very scared. Sometimes i get angry with god also but then remember he is testing our love for him and will constantly put up new battles for us to pusue...im hear for u and when i feel upset i like to exercise or take many deep breaths...amber
Thanks for this!
multipixie9