Big mistake!

I told my T that I bought a SI tool.

He freaked out.

He is about to terminate our therapy and do a 5150 (involuntary hospital evaluation).

I shouldn't have told him.

I just thought--what is the point of going to therapy if you are going to keep secrets, right?

I thought it would help, to tell him.

Now I just feel scared. And I don't want to see him anymore. But now if I terminate, he will "take action". He knows my mom's phone number, my address and the pdoc I am seeing.

Geeeeeesssss! What do I do????