I'm never going to them. If I can help it, that is.

I'm going to try and go to Musgrove Park Hospital, A&E. See if they can figure anything out.. I don't know if they'll be able to, but.. I guess it's worth a try.

It hurts so damned much!

I've had to come home from college after being there for 3 hours. I couldn't take the pain anymore. And the people having a go at me for not being in yesterday, saying I have to sing a song that they decided to do yesterday, in a performance today. A song that I don't even know. Gemma, who ALWAYS bunks off college, for weeks and weeks at a time, had a go at me!! She demanded to know where I was, so I said "FYI, Gemma dear, I was in bed all day yesterday in agony, unable to go anywhere at all thankyou very much. So don't even start." She didn't know what to say then. But today, when I had a hypnotherapy session instead of improvisation, she demanded to know where I was then! So I turned around, Connor stood next to me, stared at her and shouted across the car park to her "I have been dealing with more important matters. Kyle was supposed to be singing for that song, so don't you DARE blame me for the group not being able to perform, because it has ***** all to do with me. Luke knows where I am, so there's no need for YOU to have a go at ME. Don't you even try it." She also shut up then.

I'm fed up of.. Everywhere I go, people having a go at me.. I mean, come on.. Am I really faking it? Fainting, being sick, screaming in pain?! WTF???!!! She's so damned rude! And thinks she knows what she's talking about! NO! She f*cking doesn't!!

I've been in agony for over a week now and no-one seems to give a s**t but people on here!