I just ended a six year relationship with my highschool sweetheart/husband. Over the years we have endured alot. his brother died in war, he deployed and saw many bad things, and he has laways had a cheating bone in his body. I dont remmeber a time where there wasnt some girl somehwhere getting in our way... we had split up one time and i went out and i met a guy, it was too soon, so then i had urt my husband. i live with that everyday. I told him what happened and he said he still wanted to work on us, but after that all he did was throw my mistake in my face every chance he got. The only reason i suck out someone else was becuase i felt no intimate connection with my husband anymore, he was a roommate who i once had feelings for. He hurt me for so long that i let my love slip away. He used to be the only guy i ever wanted... Well i finally cut ties, told him how i felt and we decided it was best. Just days later he was in another relationship and felt the need to keep telling me about it even tho i asked him not to. Then he started begging me to come back saying im his one and only and he cant go on without me, but i stuck with my decision. he then attempted suicide and was held by the state for observation for 3 days. in those three days he was very bitter to me. still asking if i would give him a chance but still curious about his other reltionship. i told him if he had feelings for osmeone theres no way we could work, he cheated with no feelings numerous times how can i trust him when he has feelings for someone. I dont know what to do. I feel like i made the right decision...but did i?