I don't know if I want to cry or scream.
My teeth are grinding... tears are built up in my eyes so much so that my vision is blurry as hell, but the tears won't flow.
My mind is racing with bad... scary thoughts.
The voices are telling me to do all kinds of bad things. I really don't feel safe at all right now.
I really don't want to do "bad" stuff, but I need relief... and to make the voices stop!!!!
My heart feels like it is fluttering. Almost like I am about to have a panic attack.