Thanks for the posts Janniebug and Silverbrand!

Question for Janniebug: What is the AngryHeart> Is it a workbook of some sorts? I read Lost in the Mirror and that is a great book.

Kendra...thanks for your input. I will look into BDPRecovery. I will try anything to stop feeling how I do.

Today I took a break from life and have basically been in bed all day. I think I needed the break.
I just want to feel alive and fresh like most people, ya know!