are you seeing a T? we learn these things as a way to surviv - but they ar not the best ways to survive and easily become a habit that once formed is hard to break - sometimes its easier to try to release the pain than to deal with it - a good T can help you with that - please be safe P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet