It doesn't matter who it is. Anybody who comes into my life ends up rejecting and abandoning me. This time I don't even know why. I'm worthless, useless, hopeless, helpless, unlikable, unlovable. I'm not meant to have people in my life. Why do I keep making the stupid mistake of trying to trust people and letting them into my heart, only to crush it into a million pieces. I have so much love to give but nobody wants it. I must live a life of isolation, being alone, loneliness. I should've known better. It's always the same outcome. But what went wrong this time? I don't even know. It just doesn't matter anymore. I'm not meant to be with anyone, no people at all. I don't know how to be with people. Loneliness and a life without love is all I will ever know. Nobody wants me, nobody will ever want me. I thought this time was different but they all end up the same, with me alone. I don't deserve anybody. I'm not worthy of friends. I don't want to live my life without love. Why do I keep offering mine so easily? Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!