I think the initial reaction is right - then we second guess them - my old T once told me if my memories came back we would face them together - I actually looked in his eyes and he meant it - unfortunately life doesnt always go as we plan - but I still treasure that look - for that one moment I felt I was not alone - one day maybe my new T will say that to me...
Im so glad you connected with your T - its good not to be alone in this journey.
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet