((((((((((((((((((((((earthmama))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Your insight and strength always impresses me so much.
But I know sometimes being strong can be a burden for you.

It is good that you know what you need to do, and I hope you know it is completely normal to be afraid. You will be brave when you are ready to be brave, and remember it is not brave, if you are not afraid.

Can you try not to think about it??.....there is nothing you can do about it today, or tomorrow. Try to reassure 'little you' that she is safe and will not have to talk about ANYTHING this weekend. Keep reminding yourself of how wonderful and understanding T is.....and that you do not have to do this by yourself.......and that he will always be there for you to care for you and help you.

T WILL HELP YOU THROUGH THIS....when it is time. And not before the right time. Try to make 'little you' realize that SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS ALONE, like she did before.

I wish I could say something to be more helpful....but know you are in my thoughts and you have my support, and lots of hugs....