I don't recall saying no one cared- but i do bellieve i should have trusted my first instinct and not posted today in the depression forum. whatever this is that is bothering me is too hard to put into words and it is impossible for anyone here in these forums to help me with. i did thank those who replied and i am grateful for all of the support that i have gotten here. there is a wonderful group of people here. i don't plan to leave forever- just until i can work with my t on what ever this problem is and try to work towards a resolution.