allsup...google it...they will coordinate your petition for ssd. the catch is until you are accepted, your monies are accruing in a hold pattern for when you are given disability. allsup's payment is that money. i got accepted in record time so they didn't get much.
the key is to have your pdoc and T's full support to document to ss tht you qualify. if they do their job you will "be in like flinn."..whoever he is.lol.
an atorney is another option.
but if your pdoc is not thorough with your papaerwork or thinks you don't need ssd, ask him by the way, then a job is a good idea. the suggestion kitty gave you is a good one. you can take an online ocourse for say, medical transcribing...once you have that credential doctors would jump at you even with working at home. just realize any job has deadlines and if this creates too much stress, the merry-go- round begins again looking for a job. only you and your pdoc and T know if your situation is tenuous enough for u to qualify for ssd.
i wish you the best....it was suggested by my pdoc and T (SSD)7 years before i applied. after getting stabilized i had 7 more successful years with my career. but the key words for me were stabilization, therapy and compliance with meds.
keep us posted. we bpd ppl do understand how u are feeling. you didn't say why you were let go at the jobs you had. you can request that info if they did not supply you with it.