(((((Kiya)))))
How beautiful! Having that deep connection with T is such a powerful thing.
It reminds me of something T said to me once. I was talking about past ugliness, and I didn't know why I needed to say those things. T said, I'm not here to judge, I'm here to be a witness to your life.
The way he said it -- 'to be a witness', that I am important enough to have someone else really try to understand, was so loving that I just stopped, and big warm tears started to roll down my cheeks.
Great work and thank you for sharing!