You didn't sound pushy.
Not at all.
You sounded very welcoming.
Thanks.
I will hang around.
I really really really hope that I get to work with a t.
I'm sure this place will be so very helpful to me
And over time I may be helpful to others
As the journey really begins.
Just now I feel like I am stuck in time
Waiting
To see what will happen
Will I
Won't I
Get treatment.
And until then I try to keep the can of worms under control
Just as best I can
And sometimes that involves ignoring it for a while
And sometimes that involves talking about it for a bit
But I really hope I get to deal with this properly.