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Feb 14, 2009, 06:01 PM
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Member Since: Jan 2006
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 1,810
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I just need to say that it is difficult to participate in this "holiday" when I have given all of my love and had it stomped on like a useless bug. Eventhough he is trying and working on repairing the relationship, I still am terrified of putting my love out there and don't know if I even want to. That ripped my word apart - a cliche' but oh so true- when he had an affair. Not just a fling. An affair that lasted 1 1/2 years.
Hmm, guess I haven't come to terms with that yet. You'd think that after 7 years, I'd have a grip on it. Well, denial has always been my survival tool. Guess I'll have to talk to T about this one.
Just venting.
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