On Feb. 9th, it was 6 years since my grandfather passed away..I don't know my father, so my grandfather was the only father figure I ever had in my life. He spoiled me rotten and kept me safe and didn't let anyone harm me...when he passed I felt as if someone took away 99% of my heart. And I still feel this way. I don't know how to get over it...I've accepted it, but I don't know how to put it to rest...I cry alot, wishing he was here, so that way I could just run to him and just hug him and cry...a few days before he died, I snuck into his hospital bed, because me, my brother, and my cousins were told "we were too young to go in and see him by ourselves" by our parents and grandma...but I snuck in there. And I think the reason why I can't get over it is because I had told him I would be right back, I was just going to run to the restroom, and I would come straight back. I never kissed him goodbye. I just left. But my mom found out where I was and she wouldn't let me go back in...a few days later, he died.

Are there any tips on how to deal with this, even though its been 6 years?