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Originally Posted by Polperro
Gimmeice Thankyou for the advice, in a way I've already done that I was writing a letter to him but sadly never got round to finishing it at times even the smallest task takes an awful lot of effort for me to do.
But hey I got about 4hrs sleep last night so thats a bonus, do not feel quite so emotional this morning but still feel pretty crappy but without the really bad lows so far.
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My Grandmother died a year and a half ago. I loved her very, very much. From when I was young she practically raised me. Even took me in my senior year (of high school) when my dad was having problems and my mom...blech...wouldn't because of her hubby.
I then joined the military and was in for a long, long time. Was stationed far away a lot, and it was hard to get to see her. When she passed away I hadn't seen her in 8 years. Hadn't talked to her in 2 years. I know your pain, and am so very sorry.
What helped me, I talked to my mother, she told me Grams knew I loved her and that she was at peace at her impending death (she knew it was coming). That helped a lot. Yet, I still cried a little, because I was pissed that I hadn't talked or seen her in years, but was comforted by my faith, that she was now with God in a better life...I have a very strong faith, and I know she's in place where pain and sorrow and disease ... all that ... don't exist anymore, and that really comforted me, as cliche as it might seem.
I hope you feel better soon, if this person was a true friend, they know you loved them.
