(((((((blackdragon)))))))

I'm so sorry you're hurting right now. Please know that you are not stupid just because you slipped, and mistakes can and will happen when you're on the road to recovery. I do think that you should discuss what you're thinking and feeling with your psychologist--he or she may have answers for you, or recommendations for treatment. The right T really can make a difference.

I hope you feel better soon. If the cut continues to stay open or starts bleeding again, you should see a doctor ASAP--without treatment, it could get infected (which is no fun at all, IMHO).

Be safe, and know that we all are here for you.

Take care,

~Alexiel