I want to apologize if I have come across as unappreciative to the help and support that is being offered to me. I'm very appreciative. He told me several times that he was in love with me, so the feelings were not just on my part. They were definitely mutual. I know there was a bit of time that I wanted/needed/expected more than he was able to give. We discussed it, I understood his position and we worked it out. We came to an understanding, compromise and mutually satisfying resolution. I stopped having high expectations on him after that. I respect the demands that his life has on him. I don't know what went wrong after that. I'm very confused. Maybe I'm just jumping to the wrong conclusions of his actions after that, I don't know. I'm just very, very confused. It's hard to understand what's happened when he no longer talks with me. I don't know what is going through his mind.

Again, I'm sorry if my replies were not written well. I'm just so upset that he doesn't talk with me. Maybe he just needs space, I don't know since he doesn't say.