This week has been a strange one. First my husband thought he found a very provocative picture of ME on the web. He actually said he felt sick to his stomach. He said the thought of a pic of me like that ended up public was the issue. the problem is there are pictures of me out there, not quite as provacative but close. I trusted my first husband and did alot of "experimenting" in our intimate relationship before started the abuse. When I escaped all i had acess to was what i could hide in my purse (which didn't include those photos) or even an id. It was a very scary time and honestly didn't think about what left behind. I haven't told my husband and am really scared how he might re-act when i do. to top this all off my ex contact me through text to talk to the kids. I let them call him when I wasn't around because he always wants to talk to me and i had nothing to say. So anyway he only talked to them 10 minutes and will supposedly call tonight. My husband believes to be able to talk to me. I won't talk to him. But honestly I'm scared of this call, what will he say. I guess I'm scared he tell my husband something I have not yet. My husband knows some but not all. We are still getting to know each other completeing and goodness we came with our issues in tow. I hope that I'm worring over nothing and well sorry I just needed to get that out.