I ran into a high school friend that I had known from middle school (one of my top three best friends) and the meeting was like old family members that has not seen each other in twenty years (which is about the time since we have last seen each other) - We HUGGED, SMILED and LAUGHED, Talked a little, then we HUGGED, SMILED and LAUGHED again.

I was on my way to my sons birthday party so I gave her my phone number... excited and filled with awwwww of having this rare meeting after so long... she called me during her break at work, but I was not home so she left her cell number for me to get in touch with her (she said seeing me had made her day).

NOW the PROBLEM:

I was in heaven when I saw her face and when we hugged from the shear happiness of seeing such a good friend after so many years.... but now I (or one of them, not for sure) will not pick up the phone and call her - fear or some thing (idk) has over come one of us and I am sad that I will never know her now (my best friend from high school).

I WONDER... was it me or my main alter that was her friend? Carol or Carolyn