it's 4:58am: And I have tossed and turned all night long.. Just wondering about everything in my life.. I'm living with my boyfriend and he says he understands what I'm going through.. But I really don't feel the support from him..
Having to always explain my feeling to him when there are times I don't even know why I'm feeling what I'm feeling.. And he is the type that He has gone through it all.. He has hurt more than anyone.. he has all the answers..?
We will start talking about what i'm feeling or going through and some where it changes to him.. and what he has gone through.. When I fall the other day and we were in the ER.. He tells me that I'm not going through as much pain as he has felt when he broke his leg ect. ect....
So I just keep quiet about what I'm feeling anymore especially to him..
Thank you for this site.. and for the wonderful people on here.. for letting me vent.. because at times I just want to throw in the towel.
Corine