hi Gotham, i hope you are feeling somewhat better today and are continuing to avoid the self harming situation, i care and wouldnt want you to hurt more than needed.. that is why self harming is gong beyond treatment.. it is not a treatment, it is somehow viewed as a relief and even if you argue you cant win.. harm is harm...

continue processing your feelings and good for you not harming

But, it seems to be the only thing that truly works for me.

this is an obvious self delusion and many who dont self harm can see the trick you are playing on yourself clearly...

you are coming here and releasing your pain and inner thoughts to us, you are not crazy, just alone... we are here and listening..