jen  sorry you are going thru a rough time. it sounds like your seeing your T helped some. can you see him more often so you can get more frequent support for these feeling? also if you write down/journal what you are feeling when the ptsd takes hold it may help you benefit from that exercise. it certainly helped me alot.
please keep us posted, jen. we do care and understand what you are going thru. 
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