Hi Becka!

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am afraid. Very afraid. I do not hear the voices as mush as I used to. The funny thing is my father said that he experienced the same thing around my age which is now 31. I have told both my T and PDOC my symptoms and even outright asked them if I could possibly be schiz. PDOC told me I would have exibited symptoms at an earlier age. She did however once mention Bipolar. I am not sure about this. I am not sure about anything. I am almost in tears here because the other day I had a horrible thought about my puppy Gracie. For like and entire day I was afraid of her because I thought she was evil. I dont know what is wrong with me. Am I hopeless. Can I be helped or will I alway have to feel like I'm in hell and being punished. I am very afraid.