Yes.... it was an AWESOME feeling to have seen this dear old friend again.... she was always there for me and helped me through a lot - when others had turned their backs on me when I became a statistic by being a pregnant teenager in my senior year she never did... she stood up for ME to the end.

I just dislike this part of having DID - the part where I am two sided on most things... like now I feel one force that wants her friendship so badly and then sadly I always feel the force that says "i dont need anyone & i want to be left alone to stay in my house" - *sad* - fear also lives in here some where, of what I do not know, people I guess from being home so long.

At the moment I am just having to sit back and wait for her to call me again.