Thanks Pegasus

Yeah I didn't really think this was OCD - just wanted to see what other people though.

Well I see the psychiatrist this week - so I'll see what he says.
I don't really think anyone can say it isn't going to happen, because they can't know for sure, although it was pretty obvious what that woman I phoned thought.
I can trust my psychologist though

There's a weird light in the sky as well, it's like towards my house, it's not a plane or star or a UFO lol, I think maybe it's some kind of surveillance, so they can see what I'm doing.