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Originally Posted by Mouse_
I was kinda of thinking, the more my unmet needs get met, my fears of being attacked again, of being abandoned again , well off life begin to heal, I am finding that I am gradually coming to "mans'" orignal most basic fear, DYING.
yes, today my mind is frantically searching for all the depressives thoughts and unmet longings that normally occupys' itself within my mind and they are too a certain degree, less intense now. It reminds me of the post on Maslows list to self actulisation, instead I feel as if I am gradually spiralling into my most basic fear where all other fears are just branches that stem from this.. I don't know if I have the courage yet to face this core fear, dying yet. Suddenly it seems so much more easier to worry about old fears than it is to face any "real" fear.
Viewing all the fears I have worked through so far, these seem almost like a luxury, I am working my way "down" ...hhhmmm, not sure if this will make sense.
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dear Mouse,
this one fear you name is just one more.
For some fears, trust is the key; for others, faith; but all fears are definitely "real" if they impact us.
I am very glad to hear that you are finding so much light and air
