just need to know friends are there.
hard when i can't identify the source.
just incredibly sad and dark.
heavy and scary.
it will pass--i have been in this place before
except it is so very scary and takes so much energy.
a full tool box but every tool is too heavy to lift and use.
maybe i need a good kick in the pants
maybe i should just quit being such a baby and suck it up.
my life is good.
my H is good.
nothing bad has happened.
nothing
yet i am in this dark place.
need encouragement and hugs and anything happy
need my friends alot right now.