Madisgram, Yes I do have a T. I told her about it, but at that time I just sort of shrugged it off....like in shock or something. It's only now really affecting me. I haven't been back to the site since the first time...I can't believe I went the first time! I would love to be able to replace the abuse with good things in life. Hopefully I will get to that point!

Thank you for caring!