HHHm, Today the fear isnt really there at all. I've felt since last weeks session where something that has played a big part in my life up till this point, was re-enacted and found a different ending, I've been spinning a bit in orbit waiting to see where I come back down to earth and how this bit of earth will look now its changed...

I also keep reading here on this site and find I have no answers, where once upon a time I was driven by "healing the wounded", now that all seems a bit far fetched, I see "healing" is a very personal thing with many pitfuls and my therapy is beginning to become just that, more personal, more matter of fact. Half the time I try to think of something to "say" here and really perhaps the time comes when people,places and things change, our needs change...unyet fear keeps me from trying something new, I dunno..perhaps this too shall pass.