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Theres something people get sometimes its like a backlash for 'self-activation' I dont know if this fits. If you did well, coping with all that went on, thats 'self activation', because its taking action that comes from inside you.
If you come from a background where these independent steps werent supported, or worse, in a subtle way maybe, it wasnt the expected role for you that you should be successful and competent, then you get a backlash because you've challenged the pre-supposed message, like so, you then at some level experience the abandonment/ shame that woud be implied in the original paradigm.
this is a long shot.. ??
But, also I wanted to say, that other post you wrote peaches (the spinoff one) is out of sight over the page now, I answered you in that, wanted to give you some acknowledgement/ appreciation.
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