split,

everytime i relapse, I learn something from it. And you also need to remember relapse doesnt mean you will drink until your dead/forever. It is JUST a relapse.. tomorrow is a new day, and you can start over again. Yes the withdrawl will be hell, get meds to help if there are any from the doc but make sure the doc monitors them so you dont jump from one to the other.

I love you to bits, remember that and im here for you rooting for you to beat that monkey on your back up and get back on track.