over this past summer i met a guy who lives about 20 minutes from me on the internet. (bad mistake i know). one day we were talking online and i told him i had to go to the bank. i got to the bank and he was there, he got into my car and told me to drive. we drove over 45 minutes across town and he made me do some sexual acts and over the next month he met me at work and eventually started raping me at knife point. for a while he was out of my life and then out of now where last month he came back and raped me again.
the woman i consider my 2nd mother told my friend that i was exagerating when she found out and that i probably told them i was raped because i was ashamed i had let things go too far.
i dont go to a therapist. i have my friends. my family has no idea.
i guess this is my coming out.