thanks berries and hangingon.

i have started taking lithium in the night, so that helps with the nausea. i just increased the dose again last night, i was feeling pretty weird on it, but i dont know if it was because i was just tired and falling asleep. i will try to monitor it properly tonight. i'm due for a blood test soon (i hate needles!!).

i dont know if it's the lithium that's helping or something else, but i've been feeling heaps better this week. not so many sui thoughts, even arranged to see friends on the weekend (i havent since them for months). so that's a good thing.

thank you all for giving me hugs and support through this. you guys were the only ones apart from pdoc who've kept me going.