I am 27year old female residing in the Chicago area. I had recently went back to school and have been taking a psychology class. Upon taking this class we had begun to talk about disorders. Mainly personality and mood disorders. I was very concerned with the section on borderline personality disorder. It seemed for years I kept thinking I was "Broken" Doing things that are "out of my control" I have a lot of the symptoms and even my husband has pleaded with me to seek help. I am tearing my life and my marriage apart slowly. It has gotten so much worse lately. It has come to the point where the old way I feel I can finally have peace is by committing suicide. I have seen many counselors but no on has yet to diagnose me. The last one, when I had brought up this disorder told me that he was not going to be quick to label me with this diagnoses because it is a big thing to have on file. All I want is help! I am not a bad person but lately I don't even know who I am anymore. I have created this fantasy world and I falling fast. Can you please tell me what I need to do to get out of this rut? I am sinking fast.

Regards,

Sheila <font color="purple"> </font>