no need to feel sorry for me. youve been through a lot too and im sorry for that. the woman that you considered your 2nd mom was wrong for saying that because you didnt ask for it, you did nothing wrong. but my mom doesnt believe me either and it hurts.i do have a therapist but i cant talk to her about what he did to me or about the way im feeling. part of it is because im scared but part of it is because of my mom. i got no one. my mom doesnt believe me and i dont know what my family thinks or believes and i dont get to see my dad. i just dont know what to do anymore.the pain is just to much for me to handle. the sleepless nights, the the anger, hatred and disgust towards myself and everyone else. maybe you could pm me and we could talk.