I don't have kids, no, or little brothers or sisters. If i do, I don't know about them and have never met them.

I have actually found a counsellor to help me to deal with my abusive past and should be getting an emergency appointment to get things rolling asap, so I can start to feel stable again. I have yet to find out when I am going to be seeing a psych.

I'm not trying to find ways to hurt myself, I hate the fact that I slef harm and such, really I do, but everytime something goes wrong, it seems I have no-one to turn to, nowhere safe to be, so the only thing I feel I can do is harm because of it. It's horrible and I hate it.

I am doing something about it. At least, I'm trying my hardest to. I just find it incredibly difficult to talk to people face to face about it, especially professionals because I'm scared that they'll section me or something like that, which may sound silly, but it's true. I'm trying to work on it.

I just don't feel so great at the moment because I'm ill and because I can't sleep and it's all just making me feel even worse.. I'm trying.