I dont know if I'm upset, i'm not good at things related to feelings. I thought i'm ready, maybe i was wrong, i just don't know anything now. It is not a case when all problems are solved and you say goodbye, I left in the middle of the thing, i thought i can handle it. Her schedule, my schedule, i don't have a car which makes it hard to get to the place and a lot of other things got in the way.