((( Blue )))

To brace yourself for death is so hard.

You are so young and there is still hope in your life, please don't give up. I know any words I have will seem a small attempt to help you, but please, there is plenty of good in this world you have not seen.

It's okay to feel awful, I know I did when someone close to me faced death in a hospital, but you have yourself and a bright future ahead of you.

Be safe, take care.