yes, i see him again tomorrow! i will ask him then. i decided not to email and ask him, as i always get more confused that way. it is better to ask him in person i think.

i did email him and thank him for that hour of hope and less pressure in my head.

he emailed back a very sweet email and it made me feel good.

i am holding on til tomorrow and he said he would help me make a plan. i have no idea what to expect. but trying to hold on to some hope.

thank you for your support.