I had to leave work 1 hour early every week to see T (no other options). I don't want to be the first in line when my boss decides to fire someone (we had a talk about me leaving earlier, he was not happy), and the time will come sooner or later. Job is more important for me than therapy. Also, my T is away quite often, so it looks like this: she comes back, I need 3-4 sessions to feel comfortable again, we have 2-3 normal appts, and then she leaves for a few weeks again. Also, I know her from before, and this is something I'm not comfortable with, and I can't do anything to change that. I tried. When I summed things up, I decided to quit. At least for now. It is kind of sad. But well, it's me who decided to quit, not her, so I don't have a right to complain about it, right? So I just shut up now.