so so glad this went ok! I agree, it sounds like he's really reaching out, really trying to help you.

I don't know what it means, except that he doesn't want you to SI. None of us want that, so it's a common interest at least

I was very scared, early when I met my T she said if I si'ed she would have to send me somewhere. One day I slipped a little, and told her next week, but she was ok with it, since before I had been almost every day x.x and then, it was just the one slip up.
I'm sure he'll work with you, you both wantthe same thing: for you to get better