my life has been really good. as long as things were blocked and past forgotten. now someone inside is remembering--or rather sharing memories. abuse by my H. not ready to look at it. he's not the same now. it's safe with him now. but all the "stuff" is coming as little flashes like a blurb on a screen. i'm doing the best i can to block. but there is anger in there too--an angry one who keeps saying "i won't let her forget".
she inside asks "how can you continue to live with him who hurt me?"
much anxiety.
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