well i live in the bible belt and SI is a big deal here.
my emotional pain is fueled by my fear of what he did to me.
only a few know and they dont believe me but to my face they are all sympathy.
i just found out today that one of the only people i have left to trust is getting fired for sexual harrassment. im scared and i know i shouldnt be because he has never done anything to harm me before but i know that if he wanted to he could deffinately overpower me.
i dont trust anyone. no one in this backwoods hell hole knows how to keep their mouthes shut.