I think somehow AG triggers some people. Ive read several of her posts in different parts of the forum. Who says you have to follow someones advice to recieve support? I think people should check their frustration level before they respond sometimes. Im not talking about Darkeyes here or anyone in particular. I know i dont always listen to the advice given(either i just dont have the strength to do what they suggest or i disagree) and it hasnt been a big deal. Why is AG different? Most everyone here is in different stages of recovery from many different mental illness's but everyone here is here for support(to give and recieve). It seems to me AG is in a difficult part of her recovery and if anyone gets frustrated counting to ten and maybe choosing not to voice that frustration could be a good thing. Im not trying to start a poop storm Just trying to look out for someone in pain.

That said, im the same way as you AG. I have definate expectations from people in my life and thus am constantly irritated. "How could they do that when they know im....." is definately a recurring thought in my head. I hope you get some answers to the confusion in your head soon. {{{{{{{Angel}}}}}}}}}