ok - if i wasnt on lithium right now, i would be seriously concerned that i was on the brink of a manic high. it is weird how much my mood has just flipped, and i'm feeling a bit out of control.

in one way, yes, it's awesome to be feeling this great, but in another - jesus, i hope it slows down soon because i know i'm gonna have the mother-of-all reactive hangovers once i'm done.