Capp I realised you are right really quick. I quit the morphine and do have other non narcotic meds i can use.I had no idea how addictive a person i am. Duhh. I have had a good day today . The steroids are working and I even played sax today for awhile. First time since I entered this endever. It was quite a rush actually. Husband says I play much better straight LOL.
Thanks for caring.