i usually start out well and my bosses almost always like me.
it is the co-workers i have problems with.
i either get really shy and distant or i get really obnoxious
when i am manic, i work so hard & produce so much
when i am depressed my output and quality of work diminshes and i usually just quit at that point
i compare myself to my co-workers in my head and it makes me hurt inside so much, i want to hurt myself
the last job i had was perfect. i mostly worked at home. it was part-time. when i did go into the job place, i had minimal contact with co-workers. my boss loved & appreciated my work and told me so a lot.
but as soon as the department expanded and others were hired, it became "too much" for me and i quit
i hung on for a year, but in the end i quit